Haita Onni (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
becomeanwarrior) wrote2009-03-19 12:43 pm
becomeanwarrior) wrote2009-03-19 12:43 pm
Session CXLVIII - Private
I don't really know why I'm posting at the moment, I guess I just feel like I need to say something where no one else can hear it...
...I'm tired of being stepped on all the time by everyone. I don't even know why they do it. Is it because I'm a nerd? Is it because I'm in Ra? Is it just something about my character... meh, who knows.
I just want to keep my life together, at this point... it's okay so far, but why do I feel that isn't going to last?
Mn... I need to start playing DnD again. Maybe ask Hoshi if she wants to start up a game... and hell, I might actually see if 4th Edition is decent after all, instead of blaspheming it.
I don't know, having to take such drastic measures to keep my life in check... it's putting me through hell. At least I haven't snapped at anyone today. I'm finally making progress.
...Our anniversary's in two weeks, I need to find a way to get something really nice for her.
...I'm tired of being stepped on all the time by everyone. I don't even know why they do it. Is it because I'm a nerd? Is it because I'm in Ra? Is it just something about my character... meh, who knows.
I just want to keep my life together, at this point... it's okay so far, but why do I feel that isn't going to last?
Mn... I need to start playing DnD again. Maybe ask Hoshi if she wants to start up a game... and hell, I might actually see if 4th Edition is decent after all, instead of blaspheming it.
I don't know, having to take such drastic measures to keep my life in check... it's putting me through hell. At least I haven't snapped at anyone today. I'm finally making progress.
...Our anniversary's in two weeks, I need to find a way to get something really nice for her.