Session XXVI
Apr. 24th, 2008 08:53 pmHm. Today was... uneventful for me, I guess. Didn't do much other than work.. and work.
[Private to Self]
Friday's getting closer... and the voices are growing louder... more distinct... there are more of them. And... there's all different opinions... on Hoshi... telling me to hurt her.. that it's her fault for what's happening to me... there's a voice telling me that I don't deserve.. anything. That I don't deserve to be with Hoshi, to be loved by her... to love her.... there's a voice who is worried for me.. who wishes this wasn't happening... there's a voice who keeps saying that it'll do something about this... And then there's a voice saying that this island is against me... purposefully turning me into something I'm not... they distracted me heavily today...
I... I wonder... am I... going insane?
[Private to Self]
Friday's getting closer... and the voices are growing louder... more distinct... there are more of them. And... there's all different opinions... on Hoshi... telling me to hurt her.. that it's her fault for what's happening to me... there's a voice telling me that I don't deserve.. anything. That I don't deserve to be with Hoshi, to be loved by her... to love her.... there's a voice who is worried for me.. who wishes this wasn't happening... there's a voice who keeps saying that it'll do something about this... And then there's a voice saying that this island is against me... purposefully turning me into something I'm not... they distracted me heavily today...
I... I wonder... am I... going insane?