Session CXLVIII - Private

I don't really know why I'm posting at the moment, I guess I just feel like I need to say something where no one else can hear it...


...I'm tired of being stepped on all the time by everyone. I don't even know why they do it. Is it because I'm a nerd? Is it because I'm in Ra? Is it just something about my character... meh, who knows.

I just want to keep my life together, at this point... it's okay so far, but why do I feel that isn't going to last?

Mn... I need to start playing DnD again. Maybe ask Hoshi if she wants to start up a game... and hell, I might actually see if 4th Edition is decent after all, instead of blaspheming it.

I don't know, having to take such drastic measures to keep my life in check... it's putting me through hell. At least I haven't snapped at anyone today. I'm finally making progress.


...Our anniversary's in two weeks, I need to find a way to get something really nice for her.

Session CIL - Filtered from Eirin-san

Well, figured out what the sense of forboding doom was about... my senses overreact sometimes. It's... okay, it's not -good-, per se, it could be better, but it definitely could've been worse. All she needs is some help with her studies and she'll be fine!

...Eirin-san's strange concoctions worry me, though. It's almost as if she tries to use Hoshi as a ginuea pig.... I'm not letting that happen, no matter what she says. Hard work and help studying are just what Hoshi needs.