becomeanwarrior | Session XVI - Failed Private to self

...I can't let what Takuma-san's cards say happen.. I'm not going to let Hoshi become cruel and vindictive... and Jean's got to get her memories back, for her sake. She's so sad without them... so sad not knowing who she is....

And I think I'm losing her to that sadness. She's drifting away.

I...I think.. Esuebius-san's got it all wrong, Jean's not better off without her memories. She's so much sadder now... the happiness that made her who she
was... gone. I'm not going to lose her to the darkness and sadness. I can't. I won't fail her.

Though... I thought there was something about penalty games I read or heard somewhere... other ways they can be removed...

Hoshi... her heart condition's worsening, I can tell. She's hooked up to the machine again... I've got to find a way to cure it, however
I can....

And... Yukio-tousan... I think... I think he's regressing, too. I think I saw Non-Yukio-san again, on the journals, last night... but I can't be sure... my head still hurts....

I... I love Hoshi. And Jean's the only other friend I have... I can't let be consumed by the Heard of Hell... I can't let them fall into the darkness.

I will save them. I will make sure they...eve if they don't return to how they were, get the penalties off Hoshi, myself, and Jean...

I've got to save them, I've got to. We all need help, and I'll help them.

Even if it means I can't help myself.